Well, I need to vent it somewhere, but why not share it with other who may have, may be or can relate to whats going down / how I'm feeling. I'm not going to splash all the ins and outs of this as it's not fair on either party and I'm not wanting sympathy.
I'm just very low right now and need to write.
First off, the injury which is supposed to be getting better with time, doesn't seem to be, sure I havent rested religiously, I've just been living my life, moving forward, doing what I have to to survive with small bouts of light training, hurt like hell in Pitsea yesterday but I felt so alive moving again, free, alive, purposeful, getting back into creating movements from nothing, felt alive.
The post earlier related to a book and writer I discovered, and Oh My god, it changed the way I felt and thought. I have to buy it and live by it (it is NOT the bible) and is really applicable to Parkour and the way I wish to live MY life.
(( Mainly for those who have been saying I've seemed a bit "off" ))
Anyway, I got home on Friday. I broke up with my girlfriend. So I've been fairly down about that.
Been a fair few days since now and it's getting alot easier. Although admitidly alot more difficult with parents being asses and my ankle injury lingering, so hard training is out of the question, grrr.
Just want to thank people who've been there for me throughout this, Brad, Liv, Hollie, Zack, AJ, Darryn and Paul and anyone else I've talked to, thanks.
Thursday: Resting ankle
Friday: Some ITV audition thing.
Saturday: Teaching Parkour in Pitsea/Basildon.
Sunday: Teaching Parkour in Erith
And Stuarts staying over the weekend too which should be good fun.
See you soon!